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Ending or Beginning ?
July 30, 2013 • 11:45 PM • 0 comments Well I've deleted all the previous posts AGAIN and wish to have a new starts. Hahaa Don't ask me why b'coz me myself don't know what's the reason of deleting the previous posts too. Can't believe that my diploma life is going to end very very soon, which only left few weeks more. Some people tend to end it like that, maybe they are not satisfied with their friends, works or what. But to me, I really appreciate all these things that appeared in my life. No matter it is a good thing or a bad thing. Thinking of I will be leaving very soon to UK for studies is actually quite unacceptable and unbelievable. Yeah, I know I wish to go overseas to study since I was in secondary school. That's my hope, under my wishlists, I wish that I could achieve it someday and at first I am still worrying that maybe my parents don't have the financial support for me to go until so far just to take a degree, but now, when everything is in the progress and I can actually achieve my dream, I feel like " WHY EVERYTHING CAME OUT OF SUDDEN ? " Although I've made my final decision, which is still going to Middlesbrough, UK, with my hubby, and hell yeah I know you guys will said " WOAHH so jealous and envy both of you, can study together stay together and achieve your dreams together !! " Yes I know, and this is the good part, thinking of the bad part, yes I have to be independent since I was the only girl who go there from here, I have to do things on my own, we couldn't stay at the same hostel anymore, I have to sleep alone ( it is very common at there where students will be having their own room ), and so on. I am afraid, afraid of everything, social problem, academic problem and everything, it is not an easy task for me to do these on my own. And I know study abroad is not an easy thing. Sigh. Thinking about all the problems just make me so so headache. Anyway, what I have to do now is finish my last final exam first before worrying these. LAST FINAL !!!! GO GO GO ! [ Pppsssttt , I am so lazy bwahahahah ] |
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