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Moody Girl
March 13, 2014 • 5:36 PM • 0 comments It's been a while again ~ Got nothing much to say and I realise myself couldn't stop expressing how good is the scenery here...the life here....the things here...the people here.... Yepp, the life is great, however, people gets boring. I've learnt to be alone and independent, and I found out that it was hard, harder than I thought. It is not easy at all. I am afraid of being alone, the feelings are scary. Whenever you are all alone in the room, you thought that it would be peaceful without people interrupting you, but somehow you will find that it is much lonely..... But when I am surrounded by many people, I tend to be irritates and I wish to be alone.... It's just too complicated, in every ways. I don't know why but I am learning to cope with that. I just couldn't stop forcing myself not to think too much. I can only feel secure when he is with me, it shows how important is he in my heart. Things won't stick to our favourable plan every time. It will turn out to be an opposite way and frustrated you to let you down. I know I still would be all alone after few months, when he back to Msia. How am I going to live the life here without him ??? |
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