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The Worst Ever Month in My Life
August 31, 2013 • 10:35 PM • 0 comments Never thought that things just happened and completely changed into a different way. I can't accept it, without any preparation, mentally and physically. But things always turned out of our expectations. What I want what I hope is just to have a memorable and great life in UK with my boyfriend, spending time together, achieve our dream together and complete our degree together in UK. Yes, we wished that we couldn't be tear apart, wouldn't be alone, facing all of these. But, what a BIG but, just because of a slip and caused I fell down from the staircase, everything have changed. I couldn't manage to finish my last two papers in the final exam, affecting my studies in Teesside, hubby boy will be going alone on this end of September, I have to re-sit for the two papers on special exams, settle every each of the procedure by my own, and going alone to UK on January, to another university, which is not that far away from hubby boy's. Ahh, too much of things just happened on me. I clearly know that this is life, this is how we grow up, cope things by your own, facing various kinds of problems and hard times, but why mine just can't go smoothly as I wish? I doesn't wish things would become perfect, just hope that I don't have to face all these ALONE. Yes I am afraid, I am not a tough girl, I can't be independent, I hate to be alone. But why life just can't let you go, the things that you're most afraid of, most hate of, at the end turning up into purposely letting you to solve it BY YOUR OWN. Such an irritating and annoying month. The only thing that could cheer me up was : I am discharged and my body gets better, I can eat/sleep/play/enjoy. Well, as long as I am healthy, I still got the energy to overcome with all the problems. Thinking back about that day, when I am about to be like a half-dead fish, not even got the energy to stand up, nausea and can't take any food. That can be described as HELL. A worst week that I've been through. |
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